Hi there. How's everyone doing? I wanted to fill you in on what we did this weekend. Friday was uneventful although I did get my haircut for all of you who don't know yet. It's just above my chin now. I've wanted to get it done for awhile, I was getting very tired of the frizzy puffy mess it had become from that perm I got a year ago. Friday afternoon Ryan was working and the kids and I stayed home or we went to Target, I don't remember. Wait maybe that was Thursday? Oh well. I know it's a little early for Alzheimer's to be setting in. Saturday morning I cleaned up some around the house and the kids and I went to JcPennys to pick up a Webkins animal for Alex and I also bought some clothes for the boys and I. Then we headed to Sams to get some food to take to my bible study retreat that night. That afternoon Ryan was on a train coming back from St. Louis and his parents came up to watch the boys so I could go to my retreat. I'm glad Ryan got home soon after I left so his parents didn't have to stay out so late because I didn't get home until after 11:30. The retreat was interesting and fun. I had a good time but I was afaird of going and not having fun. All the girls pretty much know each other and I don't really know anybody except Heather, who is the mom of one of Alex's friends, the leader of the group, and who invited me to start the group. And even with her, we're not buddy buddy's. It's difficult to break into a group of friends. Don't get me wrong, they are all really cool women but it's hard for me to open up sometimes and truely be myself with people I don't know well. I know I'm very unique and weird and some people may not get me. I think Mary, my sis-in-law put it one time, "once they really get to know you, they'll love you." I'm an awesome gal but hard to swallow at times. I'm really honest and maybe too much sometimes. I say what I want to say and do what I want to do as my Ryan knows better than anyone. And I don't like to conform to society. I like to be different! Anyway, blah blah blah about me. I was exhausted when I got home Saturday night so I went upstairs and passed out and slept really good. Ryan told me today that Cam got up in the night and wouldn't stop crying (he probably wanted the boobie) for like 45 mins. Well, I didn't have a clue. I never heard him which is why I know I was sleeping good. I always hear him. Ryan went back to work today. He's back to working all the time now and I hate it. Escpecially at night. I get alittle freaked out and stay up half the night which is what I'm doing now. But when he's home I don't worry about anything. I feel as safe as I could possibly be when he's home. Alex was supposed to have a soccer game today but that was cancelled, again so we didn't have anything to do. That's all folks!